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DISCLAIMER: This blog is mainly my feelings about life in general. It will not contain any vital need to know information. It was just written so I could get all my thoughts out and be able to look at them and contemplate my life. So, if you are bored read on.



Ok, so let me just say mfodsakjfewioruewiwonflkdsntoer;athudiosanfdkd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I mean that sincerely! I'm not going to post a lot of drama on here because, well it's not worth my time. But, I am 22 years old I don't need to be caught up in people's bs! AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! I don't appreciate confrontations when I walk in the door for something YOU did wrong. Grow up or get out! Ok, now that's out of my system we can get on to the real news. I don't know what's wrong with me, but I am seriously questioning whether or not I should be a teacher. Pros and Cons time! YAY!

PROS:
I love working with children
I am good at communicating and teaching
I love to see the "light bulb" go on when I'm done explaining something
The education field is something that I am familiar with because both my parents work in it.

CONS:
I can't always say what I'm thinking.
I'm not very good at communicating with people my own age or older. I am too shy.
I don't have any classroom management skills, and yes, I know that will come with time and more training, but still it's frustrating to think I've spent 4 years in college and I'm just as prepared to take over my own classroom as I was when I entered college. That is just sad, what a waste of 4 years!

Well, I just don't know what to do. I guess I'll start out teaching and see what happens, it's just that I'm so over school right now I don't want to take more classes. Eck.

I had a lot more to write, but I am getting really tired and I forgot most of it. Actually the stupid argument tonight when I got home distracted me. Oh well, bed time.